_Forgive me_

Hi guys, its yet again another morning and another poem for you fanatics. The inspiration for _Forgive Me_ is my faith, I’m a New Apostlic Christian and during this lockdown, no one has been to attend church and I’m sure we all feel the void. In our church we have Sunday and Wednesday services therefore I saw befitting to post _Forgive Me_ today.

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_Forgive Me_

Forgive me father, I have sinned
Against humanity in atrocity
I have aborted and demoted the mission you gave me as blessings, and now I speak of blasphemies.
I stopped following the widing roads and I followed the rows forgot the gate to you was narrow.
But in my defence you said you gave us freedom and the power to do our will, I just didnt know that it excluded me from your heavenly will.
Forgive me father, I have sinned
Father, I stopped believing you were my father and I started following daddies, who wanted me dead-ish, cause they knew if I was away from you, I’d lose my place in the lamps book of life and they extinguished the flame of my faith that lit in a lamp beside the book with you as an author so I couldn’t read it I became blind to it.
My first mistake was made on the last and I thought this feeling of pride would last but after a few months I felt lost. What came last became first and for a first i was confused, knew I had to confess but I had conceived, recieved and my truth was then pacified!
I became stuck in a glass chamber where I saw everything go wrong but I couldn’t go out to fix because the monster of my demons guarded the door and I was afraid to confront me.
A missed anatomy of a belonging, a home of shattered dreams I thought I was never alone, but I found myself on a stand alone in a brawl meant to kill my inner core so I fought myself and I lost, I became lost in myself, I wasnt myself, I was by myself


_Noms_